The Unspoken Me

I Guess It's Been A While From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (630 days old)

Wow. It's been AGES since I last blogged. I know hardly anyone will read it and I guess I don't really care, I'm doing this for me anyway. Anyone who has commented on my blog thank you, you indirectly… more

Madina Lake were awesome From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (768 days old)

again. They were great but they messed me up badly. Some scene kid trying (and failing) to mosh with her boyfriend elbowed me in the rib AND the eye. My chest feels ready to fall apart. I was in t… more

Today is the greatest day I've ever known From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (833 days old)

The blog title is taken from the Smashing Pumpkins. If you have never heard that song listen to it...and then Madina Lake's cover version. Honestly after Adalia I had tears in my eyes and I was sm… more

I Don't Blame You For Being You, But You Cant Blame Me For Hating It From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (835 days old)

I admit it. I'm scared, afraid, confused, nostalgic, drained, stressed, tired and upset. I hate feeling like this but I guess because I am around him a lot I notice this a lot more. It hurts me to… more

You Don't Need Fake Friends To Have Real Fun! From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (844 days old)

First of all let me say, Madina Lake are the best band in the whole world ever and I love them so much. I entered this competition in Kerrang to win the chance to see them... and I won. I had a +1 so … more

The Prom, Tearful Apologies && college From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (909 days old)

... is cancelled. Pissed is Kerry, who'd already bought her dress and shoes and excited is me, because Kerry and Jessie were gonna drag me with them. But yeah prom (and year book) is cancelle… more

One Of The Worst... From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (918 days old)

...days of my life. Me and my dad had another arguement. Natasha said that if I was a cutter I should have used a sharp knife on my wrist and at least done it properly. My dad didn't see this as a cau… more

I've Got It Bad... From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (924 days old)

...thats right, I admit it I have it bad for(I'm going to give him a fake name) Fred*, I admit it I REALLY LIKE AM CRUSHING ON FRED* ... a little bit But what about Mr Cute? (not like I have a cha… more

Never Trust A Guy... From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (926 days old)

... who almost starts crying when you wont let him do your hair. Me, Jack, Marc and Kerry went out on Friday and I told them all something (while I was in a very drunken state) then all of o sudd… more

The Joys Of Underage Drinking... From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (928 days old)

..."Come to my workplace and we can hang out at the same time." - Jack says so I do right. Its me, jack (as camp as a row of tents yet suprisingly as straight as a ruler), Marc (the closet party anima… more

I'll Survive...Its the only thing I CAN do From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (930 days old)

Well now my whole family knows and they all reacted badly (calling me crazy, saying they dont get the need for control, saying I need mental help etc) but I'll live. I've learnt to become apathetic, t… more

I cant do this anymore... From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (932 days old)

... my lil sister overheard my dad talking to Natasha about how I used to cut and now she told my big sister (who after calling me an attention seeking, mad girl with no real problems) told my other s… more

Yeah, So Now He Knows From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (933 days old)

My dad knows about my scars. He said that I might as well kiss my acting career goodbye but its not like I had got very far with it, sure im fan-fucking-tastic talented but I dont have the resources (… more

Numb It All From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (934 days old)

I have got to stop caring about what others think of me. It is getting to a point where it hurts to breathe. Maybe not literally but metaphorically you know? Everyone has been getting on my case I'm l… more

Can she not butt out? From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (935 days old)

She is honestly getting on my nerves. No not Natasha as much but Mandy. She's meant to be my sister and she calls me shouting about how I haven't cleaned my room and there are dirty clothes all over t… more

Who's The Not So Bright Spark... From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (936 days old)

...who decided it'll be a good idea to make us come into school on a Saturday?!? And its all "Oh its trampolining and badminton moderation so if they dont come in and they chose them sports then th… more

I thought that I could handle it... From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (937 days old)

...but I was wrong. Its the prom on July 5th and I'm not sure if I want to go. I mean sure its for the memories and all but I doubt Id have fun. Theyre hiring a dj who will no doubt play pop music and… more

And I Wish You Away... From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (939 days old)

Have you ever met someone who makes you feel so silly. You watch guys who flirt with girls (I watch everything, very observant) and watch the girls swoon. I think how could they fall for that? But … more

This needs a title From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (941 days old)

My latest lyrics have no title. Help. Title it. Judge it. Not my best but oh well. sex is just for lack of a better word btw A rose by any other name will smell as sweet, Yet every rose has its… more

On Chinchilla's, Frank Iero and notebooks From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (942 days old)

I went to pets at home and I saw that they sell chinchillas (my favourite animal in the world) so I put on my sweet voice. "Daddy, Can I have one please?" And this is what I get. "No." Just … more

On Writing Lyrics, Wishing Upon A Star and Moving On From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (945 days old)

Today I tried to write lyrics for my non exsistant band. Money's been a little bit tight so I have to wait until August until I can get a guitar only then can I even think about even getting lessons… more

On Mothers, MCR and Your Support From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (951 days old)

This recent business with my "step-mother" Natasha has sparked a fuse in my brain and got me thinking. What of my real mother? I've decided to tell you about her and you're probably … more

On people I hate, Suicidal Thoughts and Guys From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (952 days old)

The people I hate are infact my dads wife. Just her, that bitch. Let me explain what happened. Who the fuck does she think she is? She moans about me not tidying my room, fair enough but to go a… more

On April Fools, Camden and High School Musical From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (956 days old)

The one day a year where you can possibly endanger someones life and maybe even get away with it. Me and my sister are going to be pulling pranks left, right and centre, the same game every year. Star… more

On annoying "stepmums", sequins and getting stood up From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (956 days old)

Welcome back to the life of me. This is my second post on here and I think I can safely say I love the whole blogging experience.Anyway my dad and his wife are really getting on my nerves. She drives … more

It's Not Easy Being Me From The_quiet_girl_in_the_corner in Lets Get These teen Hearts Beating Faster, Faster (957 days old)

30/03/07 - 16:34Okay so I understand that you may not have a clue who I am. And if you don't then you don't need to know and if you do thats cool. I decided one day just out of … more

Weddings - What's the Point? From Arrow in Life in Sri Lanka (958 days old)

Ok so I've decided I don't want a wedding. No, I didn't always think this way ... in fact I had the perfect wedding all planned in my head, what I was going to wear, where it was going to be, the colo… more

What's Love Got To Do With It? From Arrow in Life in Sri Lanka (960 days old)

A woman I've known for about 20 years will be getting married tomorrow. To give a brief intro about her, she lost her parents when she was young (around 8 years old), has not had any education and has… more

The Past is History - Or Is It? From Arrow in Life in Sri Lanka (985 days old)

I know of a person by the name of BT, who's a Sri Lankan living in UK. This guy has been a very busy boy (to put it subtly). Now he's got himself a girlfriend, and he's planning on getting married. Hi… more

Marriage Proposals - The Process From Arrow in Life in Sri Lanka (986 days old)

Now this aspect is certainly not unique to Sri Lanka, but it definitely needs to be commented on. The stages of life are strictly defined into birth, attending montessori (kingdergarten), attendin… more